eiblyn | Internship Review...

I received my internship review today. *sigh* It didn't go as well as I had hoped it would. Of course, the review from reference was very good. Unfortunately, the issues that I was having with the processing were really stressed in my review. I was told that I seem to really like archives and I say that I want to work in them but I needed to realize that a large part of this kind of work is processing so maybe I should think about that a lot before becoming an archivist. I was really crushed to tell the truth. I didn't cry but I really wanted to. I worked so hard on that damn project...and I never had any clue if I was doing it right or not. I did get complimented that my end product was very impressive and well done...but that didn't make the review any easier to take. Right now I'm very disappointed...both in myself and the way this was handled. We all knew I was struggling. Yes, I did avoid work at times to keep from processing, but that's because I couldn't handle doing it for 8 hours at a time without anything but a lunch break and I felt like I was doing a horrible job. I wasn't...but I had no way of knowing. Now I'm just really depressed.