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Just because I was curious...

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.

Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.

Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation butyou are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.

Date: 2010-12-23 05:42 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] ladyegreen.livejournal.com
Yours is an interesting read, did you find it to have relevance to you?

Date: 2010-12-23 06:02 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] eiblyn.livejournal.com
It is dead on about the tension and loneliness. I am very isolated here and am putting a cover on it a lot. And I do see a lot of the frustration I have reflected back at me. Especially about my lack of work outside of the home. I do feel like right now I am busy keeping myself in check because I fear letting my feelings out will open the floodgates and I won't be able to cope with my reality. There are lots of things in my life that are making things more difficult that I have no control over (i.e. the Army).


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