Walking My Path

It is dead on about the tension and loneliness. I am very isolated here and am putting a cover on it a lot. And I do see a lot of the frustration I have reflected back at me. Especially about my lack of work outside of the home. I do feel like right now I am busy keeping myself in check because I fear letting my feelings out will open the floodgates and I won't be able to cope with my reality. There are lots of things in my life that are making things more difficult that I have no control over (i.e. the Army).