Questions and More Questions

Can someone please tell me why every time I think I've worked out an issue someone has to throw things into it to make it complicated again? Seeing as I was well on my way to being over Chris I don't think it's fair for him to tell me he wants to change the dynamic of our relationship. Unless he wants to become poly, an adult and start communicating I really don't see that being possible. We talk, we play music and we fuck. I don't think I want more than that with him if he's going to break me. If we look at the track record things aren't looking so good for that not to happen.

I would also like to know exactly what it is about me that makes people want to be around me all the time. Don't get me wrong, I like company. But there comes a point where I just want to smack people and send them home. No...I don't want to get together tomorrow, you were here forever tonight. Yes, I like you as a person but that absolutely does not mean I want you stuck to my ass. I don't date stalkers.

And men suck. I think I'm going to hang a poster announcing that I need a boyfriend and start accepting applications. Any takers?