Hallo! Wie Gehts? Fick du!!

So I have just wasted the last two hours of my life on German Lab and if I hear one more person pretend to be from some city in Germany that they have probably never seen I am going to scream. I went to counseling for the first time in my life today. Ames sorta told me I needed to go...that it might help me get my shit together with men. She's right, I think it might help a lot. What I look for in men seems to have a lot more to do with the fact that I am always looking for something to provide stability on a small scale. Hmmm...yes...that's an oxymoron. Right now I don't have much of a male interest. I have a guy from my past looking to get involved with me again but I somehow doubt it's going to go that far. I have been with him too many time in the past to not know that he will drink himself stupid and tell me the most horrible things he can think of when I least expect it. I REFUSE to get involved with another man with a dependency problem!! So there. And I love Ames.