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Tomorrow night is my first open mic night by myself. I'm sooo damn nervous. And it doesn't help that I'm lonely...I know that it's my own fault because every time I get someone in my life I run them off but it's usually because they aren't the right person.
I miss Amy...she's been gone what seems like forever. She's up there in Canada...I'm sure she doesn't miss me and the only reason I even know she is alive is because she wrote in her blog yesterday. I don't like missing her...I don't like worrying. I don't like feeling as if a piece of me is missing even as I know that we never fit together right in the first place. I miss her dammit...and that's not fair. She's supposed to miss me too if I miss her....
I miss Amy...she's been gone what seems like forever. She's up there in Canada...I'm sure she doesn't miss me and the only reason I even know she is alive is because she wrote in her blog yesterday. I don't like missing her...I don't like worrying. I don't like feeling as if a piece of me is missing even as I know that we never fit together right in the first place. I miss her dammit...and that's not fair. She's supposed to miss me too if I miss her....
