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Open Mic Night
Tomorrow night is my first open mic night by myself. I'm sooo damn nervous. And it doesn't help that I'm lonely...I know that it's my own fault because every time I get someone in my life I run them off but it's usually because they aren't the right person.
I miss Amy...she's been gone what seems like forever. She's up there in Canada...I'm sure she doesn't miss me and the only reason I even know she is alive is because she wrote in her blog yesterday. I don't like missing her...I don't like worrying. I don't like feeling as if a piece of me is missing even as I know that we never fit together right in the first place. I miss her dammit...and that's not fair. She's supposed to miss me too if I miss her....
I miss Amy...she's been gone what seems like forever. She's up there in Canada...I'm sure she doesn't miss me and the only reason I even know she is alive is because she wrote in her blog yesterday. I don't like missing her...I don't like worrying. I don't like feeling as if a piece of me is missing even as I know that we never fit together right in the first place. I miss her dammit...and that's not fair. She's supposed to miss me too if I miss her....