I went ahead and read my tarot cards today. I have been putting it off. They, of course, calmed me down and fussed at me in that loving way that they have. They pointed out that I'm depressed (duh!) and not doing enough to take care of it. This is very true. I just started taking the St. John's Wort again. It's been helping by leaps and bounds...of course I have to actually take more than one pill a day. And I need to start exercising more because I need the endorphins and to keep from gaining 50 pounds. Granted, I've only gained 9, give or take a few pounds for various states of digestion and the like. But most importantly, I need to take action. Because this sitting around and waiting for things to get better stuff just isn't cutting it. Additionally, they told me I need to take advantage of my resources more often. I need to talk to people more about the issues I have and my hangups. It's hard to get good advice on situations and look at things from new perspectives, if you don't have any because you don't tell other people what's going on in your world. Anyway, it was nice to have a sounding board and I'm so glad I feel better now.