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Tonight is one of my friend's birthday parties and she's having a band come up called Dig Shovel Dig...I've never heard them so I'll be sure to post a review of them later. I don't really want to go to the party because it's at my ex's apartment. And considering that the last time I showed up he was ready to attack me (sexually) right then and I told him no...I'm not thinking that Chris will take my showing up kindly. But it isn't his party...just his apartment. Also, I'm probably not going to drink and I know I'm not going to do any of the other things that will be happening there. I probably won't even play music so I kinda see it as a waste of time but such is life I suppose. I'm going to make my friend happy. Wow...maybe I should reevaluate it. I haven't been to a party since October though and I'm starting to feel as if I've fallen off the face of the planet as far as the social/musical scene goes here. Perhaps that's a good thing though...
