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Wow...so Valentine's Day is coming up and it's the first time I've been dating someone in about two years. That's kinda weird to me. I always kinda thought Valentine's Day was weird. *grins* Not to mention I'm horrible at being romantic on demand. I can write you poetry and love letters all the time if I know you aren't expecting it but as soon as I know you are everything changes. For some reason I tend to think that my creativity will be critiqued more.
Classes are going okay but really hard. I had forgotten how difficult it was to actually read for each of my classes and try to absorb everything. My German class is still going to be the hardest I think but I haven't been to my Women's Studies class so no telling there.
So how do people survive long-distance relationships? No, for real. It's so hard for me to do anything because all I want to do is go get on a plane and go back to him. I don't really care about my classes other than the fact that I want to get better grades so I'm sure that I will. I just want to be there and to be with him and that's it. And hearing his voice every night is better than not but I cry a lot when I get off the phone. It's just that I'm so his...and so can't see him. It's 44 days today until I can see him again. That's an eternity. Or at least it seems that way. And I'm beginning to suspect it doesn't get easier it just gets harder.
I heard from Corey this morning...he says he's back in Iraq. I sent him a link to a picture of me. He complained about me trying torture him. That didn't seem like it was torment-worthy...I don't have red hair anymore and that's what he always loved about me. I'm not sure if he ever really understood me but the man can lie to a used car salesman so I don't think I'll ever really know. I thank the Goddess every day that things didn't turn out like I thought I wanted them to.
Classes are going okay but really hard. I had forgotten how difficult it was to actually read for each of my classes and try to absorb everything. My German class is still going to be the hardest I think but I haven't been to my Women's Studies class so no telling there.
So how do people survive long-distance relationships? No, for real. It's so hard for me to do anything because all I want to do is go get on a plane and go back to him. I don't really care about my classes other than the fact that I want to get better grades so I'm sure that I will. I just want to be there and to be with him and that's it. And hearing his voice every night is better than not but I cry a lot when I get off the phone. It's just that I'm so his...and so can't see him. It's 44 days today until I can see him again. That's an eternity. Or at least it seems that way. And I'm beginning to suspect it doesn't get easier it just gets harder.
I heard from Corey this morning...he says he's back in Iraq. I sent him a link to a picture of me. He complained about me trying torture him. That didn't seem like it was torment-worthy...I don't have red hair anymore and that's what he always loved about me. I'm not sure if he ever really understood me but the man can lie to a used car salesman so I don't think I'll ever really know. I thank the Goddess every day that things didn't turn out like I thought I wanted them to.
