Sleep...

I'm skipping my 11 oclock class. I was thinking that I'd get some sleep and stuff...no, I apparently am not able to sleep at the moment. There's something about sunshine pouring through my windows that nauseates me. I just want to be able to roll over and forget about the rest of the day. Unfortunately I have to work six hours today. *sighs* Damn labor contract. But if I go on labor probation I can't get funding for my internship and I do believe I get suspended as I've been on labor probation once before. Although that time was not my fault.

BTW...my aunt and uncle in Boston had their baby. Of course no one else knows them (xuth has met them) but anyway, they had a boy. I'm so happy for them. In a way I want to see the baby and in a way I don't. I have a slight fear of infants...they are nice and all that but what if they are contagious?!? *winks* Thank the Goddess for Magic No Baby Pills.

Yeah!!!

I got all of the paperwork for my internship today. I also got the form so that I can live off-campus this summer. I hate that my college acts like my parents. Also I was trying to figure out how much money I'll make this summer. *wants to go to Washington state for a week* I really hope everything works out like I want it to. Since my term bill is so low next year I can probably spend more money. I REALLY want to see my sister. I miss her lots.

I'm worried that the stress in my life is going to make me have a nervous breakdown. *sighs* I know that I'm only 19 but you try handling my life for a bit and see if you don't feel stressed to. I'm entirely grumpy and not happy. On top of that my sex drive bottomed out today which means I don't even have masturbation as a stress relief. *wants stress relief* Anyone up to rub my shoulders? I'll return the favor.