Sandwhiches and Sadness

So today xuth and I were considering going to laser tag as that is one of my biggest passions...until I realized that I truly had no desire to get out of bed for anything except food...and then only briefly. So after lounging luxuriously in bed for hours (well...not exactly lounging *grins*) we finally took a shower about 4pm. *smiles*

The sad part is that we both know I'm leaving tomorrow. I don't want to go. I hate Kentucky. There really isn't anything that keeps me coming back except for the fact that the education there is affordable. I'm intending to drop my second major...I'm too chickenshit to have emailed both of my advisors already. I need to write a few papers in the next week, read a book on Henry Ford and basically shit bricks over my grades. *sighs* But for the moment I get to relax and pretend that he won't drive me to the airport tomorrow and I won't get on a plane and fly away. I need to pretend that I can stay here as long as I want and that college isn't the focal point of my life.

We are going to some sort of social engagement tonight. I don't know who's house it is...I don't remember. But it should be interesting. I like the social scene here because I'm so relaxed and comfortable. I just wish I could stay longer. But it's only six weeks this time and then I get to come back and stay for three months.