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Cincinnati Adventures 2
Nov. 27th, 2003 11:01 amI am definitely going to Boston every chance I can get. I don't know how to explain how I feel...it's creeping up on me really fast. ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
xuth was amazing....he took me to dinner. We had beautiful moments in the past twenty-four hours that I don't think I believed were possible. How do I explain that he makes me feel like I am the queen of the universe...or his universe at least.
The night was filled with lots of promises....no telling how many of them will be kept but we can both dream. There is a part of me that never wanted to leave his arms and that part is still there. I left a piece of myself with him. He laughs at my jokes, tickles me until I am ticklish and thinks I'm beautiful. When he looks at me it's as if there is no other person in the world for that moment but he and I.
He knows how I feel about him and he feels the same way about me. We talked about it during an awkward bath at the hotel. Getting in the car to drive away from him was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Two more months heart...two more months. It seems like an eternity. Even as I write this my heart aches and tears leak out of my eyes. We discussed feelings in other languages that we wanted to say but weren't exactly ready...until we said them and then...we knew that the other person felt the same. I've never been with any one else like I am with him.
Maybe it is all NRE...but I don't think so. I am floating on air when I'm with him or when I hear from him. I feel more complete with him there. It's as if this piece of myself suddenly fell into place. I don't know what this means for my life. I have/had a life plan and I'm not ready to change any of that yet...but I want him there for as long as I get to keep him...because he already said that I could.
xuth was amazing....he took me to dinner. We had beautiful moments in the past twenty-four hours that I don't think I believed were possible. How do I explain that he makes me feel like I am the queen of the universe...or his universe at least.The night was filled with lots of promises....no telling how many of them will be kept but we can both dream. There is a part of me that never wanted to leave his arms and that part is still there. I left a piece of myself with him. He laughs at my jokes, tickles me until I am ticklish and thinks I'm beautiful. When he looks at me it's as if there is no other person in the world for that moment but he and I.
He knows how I feel about him and he feels the same way about me. We talked about it during an awkward bath at the hotel. Getting in the car to drive away from him was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Two more months heart...two more months. It seems like an eternity. Even as I write this my heart aches and tears leak out of my eyes. We discussed feelings in other languages that we wanted to say but weren't exactly ready...until we said them and then...we knew that the other person felt the same. I've never been with any one else like I am with him.
Maybe it is all NRE...but I don't think so. I am floating on air when I'm with him or when I hear from him. I feel more complete with him there. It's as if this piece of myself suddenly fell into place. I don't know what this means for my life. I have/had a life plan and I'm not ready to change any of that yet...but I want him there for as long as I get to keep him...because he already said that I could.
