Stupid Fucking Health Services

Those of you who share my life know that I have been waiting almost three weeks for the results from my HIV test....well guess what...I have to wait one more day. It's that grand...It seems that the results have somehow been misplaced or have not been sent back yet. But my syphilus test that I had taken at the same time was sent back with results about 2 weeks ago. I'm so frustrated. This is one of the scariest moments in my life and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I know to the depths of my soul that my test is negative but I still feel some apprehension at the fact that the test is being handled so strangely. The woman at health services told me not to worry though because they get the positive results back the fastest...so this delay had no reflection on the outcome but if it did it probably meant it was negative. Sometimes I hate this college. I have decided to stay in my room for the evening and not come out. I don't want to see anyone because I know I am not fit company.