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So for those that don't know...I'm trying my damndest to get an internship in Boston. Basically, the woman I talked to said with my experience in archival work it should be no problem getting me a job. So thank you Steve for giving me a job.
Obviously my main motivation for going to Boston is to see Jim. It's pathetic but that's pretty much the only reason I want to go there. That means that NRE is overwhelming me. For those of you who don't know, NRE is New Relationship Energy. It means that I'm so amazed at this person I'm letting my desire to be around them control too many of my decisions. And that means I should step back and reconsider this Boston thing. If I still want to go in January I will turn in the forms but I think I should think really hard about this. This could be a life altering decision and I don't want to make it just because I am crushing on Jim. As much as I like him.
Obviously my main motivation for going to Boston is to see Jim. It's pathetic but that's pretty much the only reason I want to go there. That means that NRE is overwhelming me. For those of you who don't know, NRE is New Relationship Energy. It means that I'm so amazed at this person I'm letting my desire to be around them control too many of my decisions. And that means I should step back and reconsider this Boston thing. If I still want to go in January I will turn in the forms but I think I should think really hard about this. This could be a life altering decision and I don't want to make it just because I am crushing on Jim. As much as I like him.
