Headaches of Various Natures

Ok...so I am feeling unloved and unimportant. Except for my long distance people who somehow manage to cheer me up even though I have a pounding headache, a bag full of someone else's laundry and a bit of an inferiority complex. Yes, so I admit it. I don't think I'm good enough. And so I chase people who are either inaccessible or who give me negative feedback in my life. I need to escape this tendency. So I got the money my mom sent me and I can now go somewhere for "vacation". I can either go to GAFilk with A&J or I can go to Boston possibly or Toronto with Ames. It's a tough decision. *sigh* I wish I could do all of them...or that I could just find somewhere to relax in my schedule. I desperately need a backrub...any takers?