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I love my family. Honest, I really do. They are a big part of my life and I talk about them constantly...but last night I was very hurt by my grandmother.
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sweetmusic27 introduced us.
G:sweetmusic27...she's your friend right?
B: Tita,sweetmusic27 is my ex-girlfriend.
G: Oh...I didn't want to know that, I'm going to pretend you didn't say that...
I just thought that she was above that. My family has always said they would accept me no matter what I do with my life...so why can't she accept this? It hurts immensely. I understand now why so many of my friends have problems with their families. I just wonder what would happen if I chose to bring home one of my girlfriends...how would my family take it? I had always thought they would stand strong behind me and welcome them into their home....but now I'm not so sure. My parents aren't like that...but how do I live my life hiding a part of myself from people? I'm not that kind of person. How do I explain that I fall in love with people...not genders. How do I explain the beauty of sharing myself with another woman and the way that makes me feel deep inside? I can't explain it...because they will just pretend I didn't say anything.
B:
sweetmusic27 introduced us.G:
sweetmusic27...she's your friend right?B: Tita,
sweetmusic27 is my ex-girlfriend.G: Oh...I didn't want to know that, I'm going to pretend you didn't say that...
I just thought that she was above that. My family has always said they would accept me no matter what I do with my life...so why can't she accept this? It hurts immensely. I understand now why so many of my friends have problems with their families. I just wonder what would happen if I chose to bring home one of my girlfriends...how would my family take it? I had always thought they would stand strong behind me and welcome them into their home....but now I'm not so sure. My parents aren't like that...but how do I live my life hiding a part of myself from people? I'm not that kind of person. How do I explain that I fall in love with people...not genders. How do I explain the beauty of sharing myself with another woman and the way that makes me feel deep inside? I can't explain it...because they will just pretend I didn't say anything.
