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[eiblyn]

And there's that moment where I remember why I loved you...love you...whatever the hell it is now. That moment where I miss you and know that we could never go back. When I have that secret silly smile in my heart because I've been around you and I remember why I have to run away so hard and so fast. There's nothing like missing you to remind me how hard it is to love me. My heart broke all over again and I could swear I felt the pieces of your heart tearing into my feet with each step I took. Will I ever heal? Will I ever get to the point where you are just the sweet smile of a memory? Will I ever be happy with being able to let you go? Loving you was one of the bravest things I ever did.