eiblyn | (no subject)

Had a fairly decent day. Tomorrow the carpet in my dorm room is going to get steam cleaned. I'm hoping that goes over well as it would be nice to be able to sleep in my room without waking up every few hours to claw my eyes out.

I talked to my crush today. See...this guy utterly and completely flusters me. In front of him it's like I don't remember how to speak English. The first time I met him I was hit with this and managed to really insult him. He doesn't remember it at all but I apologized to him today. It kinda hit me like a ton of bricks in combination with everything else going on lately and I started crying. He took my hand and said maybe we could talk after drumming tomorrow. I'm nervous and afraid I'll say something awful. I think I'll end up just telling him that he makes me nervous. It would make a lot of things less complicated.

I sent out an email to the head of student life about how I wasn't getting any feedback about getting off the meal plan. I got an email back saying that she would look into it. I really hope things get fixed soon.