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[eiblyn]

So my noon class today was cancelled and I've been up since 10am working on the program for my class at 2. I'm not doing awful, I'm just not interested in the homework anymore. I have managed to keep the crochet crack at bay. I reworked my schedule last night and figured out how to not have to overload either of the semesters next year and still take the drumming ensemble. I was talking to someone about the fibers class I had wanted to take and realized that I already had most of the skills being taught in the class and that I'm not really that interested in having my perception of artwork judged. And it felt good to make that decision and let go. I'll post a table of my new class schedule next semester below. I'm such a control freak. I think a lot of the problems I'm having right now is learning to let go of the control. I need to learn to just go with the flow (that's what will end up happening anyway). So having a long-term goal is good, but needing to know every detail of how to get there is ridiculous. Life happens and screws up the plans anyway. Maybe if I let go of planning I can not worry so much about things out of my control. I've got a lot of life left to live.

Time	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday
11AM	HIS 406		HIS 406		HIS 406
12PM	LUNCH	LUNCH	LUNCH	LUNCH	LUNCH
12:30PM	CSC 330		CSC 330		CSC 330
1PM	"	HIS 323	"	HIS 323	"
2PM		"		"
3PM
3:30PM	CSC 320		CSC 320		CSC 320
4PM	"		"		"