I woke up about 11am or so and called my grandmother. It was really good to get to talk to her. I've missed her and her wisdom at times. I enjoy the way she catches me up on everything going on with the family and makes sure I know how proud she is of me for living my own life. *smiles and basks in the love* Afterwards I called J for a bit just to tell him I loved him and stuff. I cooked some Dirty Brown Rice for lunch and have tons of leftovers but that made me feel good because to do that I had to reseason my cast iron skillet. It really needed it and is now fit to cook in. I need to do some German homework and get caught up. I probably should go ahead and finish my Access assignment from CS. I'm watching the bunny dance all around the room hopping and playing. He's really cute and makes me smile. I played guitar some yesterday for the first time in a while. It was nice because it didn't make me think of Chris. I think guitar playing has finally become something I do for myself. I am working on a new strum pattern and thinking about a new song. I might try and get Shane together with me to listen to it and give me some pointers. I feel comfy in my own skin again. Wow, did it take a bit to get adjusted to being alone again. I'm not quite the same alone I was before, but it's a kind of alone all the same. But I feel good.