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Today I wanted to go on a date...so I made one. Today I got invited to a party I wanted to go to...but I couldn't. Today I skipped out on work because I didn't feel like faking being happy for a day. Today I woke up alone again. Today I'm hungry and haven't eaten yet.
*sigh* I'm still feeling down and depressed and so I'm sorry for all of those people who have to hang out with me. I haven't been actively acting depressed though...that seems to be something I don't do well...it makes me think I'm being an imposition or that people won't want to hang out with me if I'm not happy. I know it's dumb but that doesn't make it any less what I think.
*sigh* I'm still feeling down and depressed and so I'm sorry for all of those people who have to hang out with me. I haven't been actively acting depressed though...that seems to be something I don't do well...it makes me think I'm being an imposition or that people won't want to hang out with me if I'm not happy. I know it's dumb but that doesn't make it any less what I think.
