I can breathe. I finally got some therapy today. It was informal, short-term therapy with someone who was compassionate and insightful. We talked for two hours with no agendas, just to help me get things off my chest and help me feel better. I feel like a ten pound weight has been lifted off my chest. I am confident that I can handle my life and I'm looking forward to having Sly home on Monday. It may have taken a lot of work to get to someone who could help me, but I'm so glad I did the work. Thank you for everyone who has kept me in their thoughts and prayers. We're gonna make it. I am going to be stronger and wiser because of this experience and I will keep walking towards the horizon.