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I'm not having the best day. I feel like everyone in the world is running at three times the speed I can handle today and they are expecting me to try and keep up. Frankly, I just don't feel good. I've been snapping at mom all day. And it isn't as though she's really done anything. It just seems like everything that comes out of her mouth frustrates the crap out of me today. For no reason.
We walked to the library today so I could get all of the paperwork printed out for her and Harrison to get married. That was made more complicated than it needed to be by the new system at the library. I wanted to check out a book, but books are only checked out for three weeks and I'm going to be gone too long. *blech* And you can't renew them online like you used to be able to do in college. I really miss that ability.
We then walked to the PX so mom could get big envelopes. I picked up a copy of The Omnivore's Dilemna and a nice cinammon candle for the bathroom. I've been meaning to read the book and saw that they had it in paperback finally. Of course, I forgot to get my stamp card stamped, but oh well.
We came home and I re-packed the package I'm sending to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
elvnsword. It's not ready to go out yet though and needs to go out by Friday. *blech* It has all the stuff, but I need to put some more padding into it then cover the box with brown paper and fill out a customs form. *sighs* It's just so much work and it seems that every time I get a package out in the mail he comes up with fifteen other things he wanted me to mail to him. Man am I grumpy today.
I can't seem to find the motivation to do my tarot reading today. I don't really know why, but it is making me less than happy. I feel so blah though that I can't seem to even get motivated by not having read my cards in a week and a half. I'm pathetic. I feel like I have no willpower....yet again.
I just want to sit down and cry for a bit. I don't feel good and I'm tired of trying to explain how I have so little energy now that if even the smallest part of me hurts or is uncomfortable I have a *huge* problem accomplishing anything. The baby keeps kicking today and instead of feeling amazing and cool, it just frustrates me because it stresses how uncomfortable I am in my body today. Please, can't I just go back to bed and pull the blanket over my head?
We walked to the library today so I could get all of the paperwork printed out for her and Harrison to get married. That was made more complicated than it needed to be by the new system at the library. I wanted to check out a book, but books are only checked out for three weeks and I'm going to be gone too long. *blech* And you can't renew them online like you used to be able to do in college. I really miss that ability.
We then walked to the PX so mom could get big envelopes. I picked up a copy of The Omnivore's Dilemna and a nice cinammon candle for the bathroom. I've been meaning to read the book and saw that they had it in paperback finally. Of course, I forgot to get my stamp card stamped, but oh well.
We came home and I re-packed the package I'm sending to
elvnsword. It's not ready to go out yet though and needs to go out by Friday. *blech* It has all the stuff, but I need to put some more padding into it then cover the box with brown paper and fill out a customs form. *sighs* It's just so much work and it seems that every time I get a package out in the mail he comes up with fifteen other things he wanted me to mail to him. Man am I grumpy today.I can't seem to find the motivation to do my tarot reading today. I don't really know why, but it is making me less than happy. I feel so blah though that I can't seem to even get motivated by not having read my cards in a week and a half. I'm pathetic. I feel like I have no willpower....yet again.
I just want to sit down and cry for a bit. I don't feel good and I'm tired of trying to explain how I have so little energy now that if even the smallest part of me hurts or is uncomfortable I have a *huge* problem accomplishing anything. The baby keeps kicking today and instead of feeling amazing and cool, it just frustrates me because it stresses how uncomfortable I am in my body today. Please, can't I just go back to bed and pull the blanket over my head?
