I quit gaming today.
elvnsword and I have been fighting about it for months and it just seemed like time to let it go. I was a distraction at the gaming table and frankly, I could use some time without him. Alone time is important. I've been thinking about it and realized that the majority of our fighting now is about gaming and that sending him out every other week to game without me is good for both of us. It was hard though. I am not always comfortable making these kinds of decisions and it made me insecure because he's said quite a few times that one of the things that made him want to marry me. Still made the decision though so go me.