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Ok...so something I don't understand is how I deal with men and women differently. Why is it that I am attracted to numerous women at the same time and pursue numerous women at the same time I might add...but I seem to only be attracted to one man. I'm not sure I like that. I mean, yes, I see other men as attractive but I have no desire to pursue them. Maybe it is still NRE...But I do know that I haven't slept with a man other than Jim since Thanksgiving. And I haven't had intercourse with a man except ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
xuth since Halloween. But I have been in sexual encounters with three women since I've met xuth on various occasions.
What is it in me that seems to only want to be with one man but to want to be with many women? Is it some trace of society's attempts to convince me monogamy is the way to go? Or is it that I am simply more attracted to women? Which I don't think is necessarily true. Is it my social programming? What could possibly make me feel like it's ok to with numerous women but I'm only supposed to be with one man?
Maybe I'm over analyzing this. Comments are requested from the observers.
xuth since Halloween. But I have been in sexual encounters with three women since I've met xuth on various occasions.What is it in me that seems to only want to be with one man but to want to be with many women? Is it some trace of society's attempts to convince me monogamy is the way to go? Or is it that I am simply more attracted to women? Which I don't think is necessarily true. Is it my social programming? What could possibly make me feel like it's ok to with numerous women but I'm only supposed to be with one man?
Maybe I'm over analyzing this. Comments are requested from the observers.
