Life is Ok

So it looks like I'll have internet and phone until the last week of August. After that, I'll be going over to my mom's for internet access on semi-regular basis.

The BF has me going through the house and getting rid of things. *blah* I so hate cleaning. It seems like it never stops. Luckily, the BF doesn't mind cleaning so much. It frustrates him some that I like to space it out so I don't spend all my time on one day doing it, but he tolerates it well. As it is right now, I have a dining table full of things I have to sort through to decide what to do with it.

elf_baby has been doing really well. We go for her next checkup on Monday. I know things are going well with her heart though. No worries there. She seems to be adjusting well to how things are changing. She enjoys all the Daddy time she's been getting and still adjusting well to the BF and us having a house without menfolk again.

Overall, I'm doing pretty well. Emotions still run high sometimes and I'm still hurting a bit. But I'm working through it, going to therapy and trying to retrain my brain to be happy. I don't know as I have ever been this happy before in my life and my brain keeps trying to find the catch. I think I'm slowly starting to accept that there is no catch.