Why Lamaze Frustrates Me...

So I had my first lamaze class. It was frustrating for many reasons. And I'm sitting here trying to read the book for the class and I think I just saw what frustrates the crap out of me. I'm frustrated that all of these books and tapes and such keep telling me that I have so many choices and I just don't feel like that is very realistic. We went over the stuff there is and is not in Heidelberg. And we still haven't even touched on who it is that actually delivers the baby. *blah* And I just want to scream about it all. Not to mention watching a video of a woman give birth to an 8lb baby with a giant pumpkin head the first class I was there. And I mean it was HUGE. Maybe I'm just a scaredy cat.