*unmotivated*

blah...I don't want to go to school today. But I did my reading and I have a historical brief to give so I have to go. I need to put on clothes soon and head over to class. I really need more sleep. Luckily today is my slow day. I only work one hour today and today is the gypsy swing convo! I'm looking forward to that and the opportunity to dance as I haven't danced at any of the convos so far this year. Sunburn has faded greatly. I need to put lotion on it. I'm thinking about actually switching my phone and phone contract. Since AT&T Wireless joined with Cingular Wireless they are offering better contracts with no deposit (which was why I got a Go phone in the first place). The contract will be the same price that my current plan is with Rollover in addition to the benefits I already receive. Plus I'll get a phone that can use a real headset. Which will make me seriously happy as my headset broke last night for my phone and it is going to frustrate me a lot in the next few days. I'll have to see if someone will take me to Richmond soonish to the phone store.

And it didn't get better...

I have felt awful all day. Pretty much just heartsick. It's not anything other than that. Tonight I have to pull together all of my homework and I have to figure out what to do about my cell phone. It appears that I'm going to have to get on a contract if I want to continue my cell phone service. *grrrs* Such is life. I should also eat something as all I had for dinner was mint chocolate chip ice cream. I want life to be better. I'm tired of feeling this way all the time. I just need to cry I guess. I don't know. I don't want to try and deal with any of this shit anymore.