eiblyn | Mar. 10th, 2005

My brother is getting deployed to Afghanistan for a year. He'll be leaving in May or June. My mom called to tell me yesterday. It really has me upset...he's so young. I really don't want him to go away to war and I really worry about his safety. Anybody who prays, send up a prayer please.

Also, I've been having serious dizzy spells. They started up again yesterday with a vengeance. They seem to go away when I eat so I'm going to the doctor today at 2:45pm. I'm hoping they'll figure out what it is. Maybe it's something that can get me off the meal plan...*sighs* just so long as it isn't diabetes. Borderline diabetes runs in my family. It could also be tied to the fact that I'm losing weight again. I don't know, let's all hope the doctor knows what he's talking about.

Sent out an email to my bosses last night about the digitization project I'm working on. They haven't responded so far but I'm really hoping that they will take it seriously and give us the help that we need. Of course, they probably haven't even read it yet. I hate banging my head against a wall and this is exactly what it feels like.