Woke up this morning with my head so heavy...

Thought about leaving on the next train coming...
So I'm back in the swing of things. Every time I start to complain about my existence, I just need to realize that I am in a good place for me to be. It might not be fantastic...but it is good. Bills are paid, life is busy and I get to learn every day. That's worth a lot to me. Yeah, life throws me the occasional curve ball, but I can deal. Appreciate the small things, my girl, because there will come a time when the small things might not be in your favor and if they can make such a difference then, why not let them make a difference now when you have the advantage. Four more days of classes this week, three more days of classes next week, four days of finals two weeks from now and then an 18 hour drive to Oklahoma. I can make it.

*sneaking in an update*

I'm at work...once again not working. I turned in my paperwork today for my Discovery Fund Grant. That went well. I need to turn in my loan application tomorrow and try to get in to see Bryan Erslan. Let's all hope they'll give me the $550 I need. Add to this a slight money woe...I lost a library book with is going to cost me $50, my phone bill is due the 2nd $45 and my term bill is currently $25. I have to have my term bill at $0 by Friday or my financial aid will be late and I have to pay the phone bill by the 2nd. I have $65. *sighs* So the phone bill is going on the credit card since I get paid $130 on the 13th and can pay it off then. I then need approximately $10 to pull out of the air. My mom usually mails me money to help with my phone bill so lets hope it gets here in relatively decent fashion so I can pay back the book. Sometimes I hate the stupid beaucracy of this college.