Stuff....and more stuff

I have been a bit worried about my job lately as I suddenly realized that I have no clue what I'm doing. Not only do I have no clue what I'm doing, no one is explaining things to me because they all assume that I know what I'm doing. Add to this a boss that is currently irritated because she feels like I'm spending too much research time on the background stuff and not enough on the source material and you have a very nervous Eiblyn. *sighs* I know that I'll get the hang of it but everyone is explaining everything a mile a minute up at reference and I'm lost processing...which is a first I might add...*curls up in a ball and hides*