Circles and Dreams

So I was a part of my first open circle last week . I didn't feel stupid. It was amazing. I didn't know most of the things I did but it gave me the strength to be able to do things on my own.

The night after the open circle I did a spell myself to make me stop seeking love and to just let it come to me. It should also help me out with my whole celibacy goal. Everyone keeps asking me where I got this whole idea of celibacy from but the truth is that I'm tired of having sex with people who don't love me and the only way to ensure they do is not to have sex with anyone until I'm POSITIVE it's the right thing for me.

I'm tired of having my heart broken by men who don't care....*sigh* Welcome to the real world Sweetheart.