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So my Mom is so sweet...she told my Aunt that she totally approves of ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
xuth. Totally and completely. Like, she'd let me sleep in the same bed as him in her house unmarried. For those that don't know it, that's a big deal in my family. But I think she had to reevaluate that rule when I started dating women as I can't marry them and if I brought one of them home with me how could she tell us not until we are married....anyway, I digress.
And I miss him....I miss him terribly. I know that everyone here is tired of hearing that I miss him. But I do. And I can't help it. It's like a piece of me was spotwelded to a piece of him and then stressed apart leaving these sharp, jagged edges that tear at my heart. And I talk to him all the time...which helps and hurts at the same time. It helps to be able to hear his voice and share thoughts with him but it also makes me ache for his touch and the way it feels to sleep beside him. Gods do I love this man.
xuth. Totally and completely. Like, she'd let me sleep in the same bed as him in her house unmarried. For those that don't know it, that's a big deal in my family. But I think she had to reevaluate that rule when I started dating women as I can't marry them and if I brought one of them home with me how could she tell us not until we are married....anyway, I digress.And I miss him....I miss him terribly. I know that everyone here is tired of hearing that I miss him. But I do. And I can't help it. It's like a piece of me was spotwelded to a piece of him and then stressed apart leaving these sharp, jagged edges that tear at my heart. And I talk to him all the time...which helps and hurts at the same time. It helps to be able to hear his voice and share thoughts with him but it also makes me ache for his touch and the way it feels to sleep beside him. Gods do I love this man.
