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eiblyn ([personal profile] eiblyn) wrote2007-04-18 11:23 am

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I feel strangely odd today. I had to go re-do my fingerprints yesterday and turned those in this morning. There were two other women in the office applying to be substitutes. The man said he'll call me though and that the rest of my paperwork went through fine. I'm pretty sure I actually have the job. I also took a friend to an appointment today. She had an abortion. That is sitting a little heavy on my mind. I had never been into a clinic before. I don't know how I feel. Still in shock I guess. [livejournal.com profile] elvnsword should be home soon for lunch. I picked up the chicken I needed for dinner tonight. I wish today didn't feel so damn off.

[identity profile] heartnut.livejournal.com 2007-04-18 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I took a friend to an abortion clinic last fall--I still struggle with the issue.

[identity profile] eiblyn.livejournal.com 2007-04-19 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
It's not that I question her decision or her right to make it. It just hit me really hard because I had two miscarriages last year and I had wanted those babies so badly. *sighs* I don't know. It made me sad. Thanks for understanding and offering your support though. I appreciate it.

[identity profile] heartnut.livejournal.com 2007-04-20 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
I totally agree--the issue is that I know so many people (like yourself and B) that would love to have children, but they can't for some reason or another.

*hug*